It was a very little prayer, but what a
great answer. I was returning home after a wonderful holiday with ‘Bridgens
Tours.’ It wasn’t just the weather, the food, but especially it was the
fellowship which makes me describe it as wonderful. We were nearly thirty in
our party, - some have become part of my history, and others newly discovered,
but all members of my family through Jesus. So now, yes, I would be glad to return to my own bed, but how could I face an
empty house?
When I was so happily married, I had felt
I could never stay in my bungalow if Joel were not there. He always filled it
with sunshine. But as I faced returning to an empty house for the first time,
-thirteen years ago now, Jesus brought a memory to mind. Out in the highlands
of New Guinea, I was standing on the veranda of a mission house, watching the
truck driving away with my colleagues. I would only be alone for the weekend
before my sister would be there to keep my company, but oh, as I looked at the
grass lands stretching to the distant mountains and no house within earshot,
how desolate it seemed. ‘Oh Lord,’ I sighed. What kind of a prayer was that?
Turning to go into the house, suddenly I
knew Jesus was there, beside me. Filled with joy, I began to sing, and then I
was dancing. He was keeping his promise, ‘I will never leave you or forsake
you.’
As ‘this same Jesus’ reminded me of this
story from long ago, I knew he would do it again. So now, every time I put the
key in the door of my home I ask him, ‘Be there for me, Lord,’ and every time I
step into joy. Every time, Jesus is there to greet me.
But now, having waved goodbye to all my
lovely family, I was drugged with tiredness after the long bus journey. Would I
fall into a pit of depression? Again I prayed, ‘Be there for me.’
‘Hello Pauline, I’ll help you with your
case.’ I had not had to ask. My lovely neighbour had seen me drive in, and soon
had my case on the mat and was giving me a hug of welcome. And, oh yes, as I
picked up the mail (that had always been our first job) I found not one, but
two very special snail mail letters, -what I call ‘proper’ letters.
Two very ordinary happenings, you may
think, but because I asked, and God had answered, it became a very special
welcome home.
I am so thankful that we have a God who
hears and answers prayer, and who has promised that he will never leave us or
forsake us. Yes, it does say, before you call I will answer, but I know he
loves to hear his children call out to him.
A very little prayer, and a very special answer.
Hi Pauline,
ReplyDeleteI have just come over to your blog for the first time. What a beautiful memory of how we have a God who hears and answers prayers. It was lovely to see you at Litchard mission on Wednesday, and I hope I will see you again soon.
I will take time out to read some of your other posts over the next few days.
God bless you as you dwell in the secret place of the Most High.
Brenda