Since my episode in hospital, I had found it hard to return to a regular prayer time. I needed help and it was at hand.
After some
readings which pointed in the right direction, I found God was using my godly
imagination. My upward climb had brought me to a mighty temple and a voice from
within assured me that the door was not locked, and that it would always be
open to me.
Without a
struggle I found myself within and knew I was in the presence of our Almighty
God and Father, but he did not look up. He was aware of my presence, but also
of my interest, but what was he doing? He seemed to be at work on some masterpiece.
He who created every star and planet, every tiny creature or beautiful plant,
was working on something very special. But what, or perhaps who could it be?
It was a few
days later that I had the answer. We have been deeply concerned to hear of the
trial through which a godly friend has been going through. How could God have
allowed such an injustice and seemingly unnecessary suffering to our lovely
friend?
God allowed my
memory to carry me back to the scene in the temple of God’s holiness, where he had
been watching so tenderly over the masterpiece on which he was working.
Lovingly he assured me that our friend was in his sight and in his care and
that he would only allow that which he could turn to good in her walk with her
Saviour.
Wonderful
Lord. Help us to trust you in the hardest circumstances and to praise you, even
when we cannot understand.